My remaining days of summer.

My remaining days of summer is bummer but fun. I prefer to stay at home for a while, spend time with my family, clean the house, read a book, whatsoever. I'm done cleaning my room for the incoming school year and now I'm still working on my bulletin board for my ttd (things to do). I planned to make DIY (do it yourself) bulletin board out of cork board or fiberboard. By the way, my laptop's broken that's why I wasn't able to make blog entries these past few days. Our PC is f*cked up and I can't work well on it. I'll be waiting for "someone" to fix it or else I'll fix it by myself. (bad vibes) I promise, as soon as I get my laptop fixed I'll update my blog. See y'all soon! ☺

5 simple rules from happiness

Explanation will follow soon.

The Lovely Bones

The title itself doesn't show what the story really is. At first, I thought it was a love story that will give me butterflies in my stomach, but its not. It is about a girl who got murdered by a neighbor and her body was hidden in a vault. Her name in Suzie Salmon, 14 years old and lives in Pennsylvania. Her body wasn't found by anybody. But, her father and her sister knew who the murderer was. This man is a serial killer. He killed many before Suzie got killed. Woman, kid, lady. (meaning, walang sinasanto. lahat ng klase ng babae pinatay na niya ata.) At first, she didn't accept the fact that she is dead. I thought this movie was a suspense slash horror type, but it's not. This movie gave me chills, but it left me a lesson. Everything has an end. As long as you live, do well to others, live your life to the fullest and make the most out of it because any time, you can die. Everyone dies. Not at this moment, we don't know when. But everything has an end. Appreciate life as long as you can, continue writing your story because we might not know, today or maybe tomorrow is the end. Say I love you to those you love and stay close to God.

I saw this picture on Tumblr and as I read it, I felt like I miss something/somebody. Nah. I just miss to be in a relationship like this. I used to have one, 1 year ago. A girl-to-girl relationship. We lasted for two years. I miss being missed by someone. I miss being hugged by someone. I miss having small arguments go to huge arguments because of you not texting or telling them where you are or what you are doing. I miss those corny yet sweet words that make you smile and you can't get rid of that smile on your face because you're flattered. I miss being kissed. I miss being comforted by them. I miss spending time with them doing nothing, sitting beside them makes it a worthwhile. I miss getting jealous of somebody. I miss eating with them on the same plate. I miss texting goodmorning and goodnight. I miss saying I love you etc. There are a lot of things I really miss. And truly, having a girl-to-girl relationship is better than having a boy-to-girl relationship. On my opinion lang naman.
I miss being in love. When will I be inlove again? (aww)

Action speaks louder than words.

In bullet.

1. Wake up on time. Napansin ko last school year, hindi ako sumusunod sa in-alarm kong oras. Kung dati nagigising ako 2 hours before my class, ngayon I'll make it 3 hours. Kasi nawawalan na ko ng time mag-breakfast at makapag-ayos. Wag na ko makakaen ng lunch and dinner basta breakfast kakaen ako. It's the most important meal of the day! That's what boosts my energy for the day. Mapuyat man ako o hindi, I must wake up on time. 
2. Have a balanced diet. This summer, my diet is horrible! I'll make sure that this school year, no more segway ng pagkain. After maglunch or merienda, no more food segways. And, I'll always bring water incase na magutom during class hours. Grabe, I'll buy new set of uniforms kasi sumisikip na yung old uniforms ko. 
3. Save money. Okay, here I go again. Every year, I keep telling myself to save money but I still can't. Ang gastos ko kasi sa pagkain. No to wants. Yes to needs. I have my own ATM pero hindi ko malagyan ng laman. Thank God may laman pa siya kahit 80 pesos lang.
4. Pay debts. As a student, unbelievable saten na magkaron ng utang. But yes, I have my own debts. (Reactions accepted.) Hindi ko mabayaran ng buo kasi hindi ako nakakapag-ipon. Nagpapakatotoo lang ako. Hindi ko naman nililista sa tubig mga utang ko no. Alam ko kung magkano at kanino ako umutang. Sadyang magastos talaga ko kaya hindi ko nababayaran. Babayaran ko din yung mga yun. At sisiguraduhin ko na hindi na ko mangungutang ulit kahit kanino ng wala ng masabe ibang tao.
5. Be responsible. Pagdating sa school works, napansin ko patamad ako ng patamad. Hindi ko nagagawa at napapasa ng maayos yung mga dapat kong ipasa. Minsan hindi na nga ako nakakapagaral dahil sa sobrang antukin ko kasi kulang ako sa tulog. Tendency nun e bumababa grades ko. From 1.25 na general average ko naging 2.15 na ngayon. Mantakin mo yun. Hindi ko pinagmamayabang grades ko, sinasabi ko lang kung gaano kalaki ibinaba nito dahil sa kawalan ko ng disiplina sa sarili at irresponsibility ko. Minsan "come what may" attitude pa ko. Mas inuuna ko pa lakwatcha, date, inuman o kung ano man kahit na alam kong may kailangan akong gawin at tapusin o di kaya may exam ako kinabukasan.

These are my top 5 priorities. I mean, top 5 sa listahan ko na dapat kong baguhin sa sarili ko. Mga major major ito. Yung iba minor na. Like yung pagpapaayos ng laptop ko, pagbili ko ng mga luho ko. Ayoko na din kasi i-asa sa mga magulang ko yung mga luho ko. Tinuturuan ko na din sarili ko maging mas independent kasi dalawang taon na lang graduate na ko. (Graduate nga ba?) At magtatrabaho na ko, mamumuhay na ko mag-isa. Kailangan ko ng matuto buhayin sarili ko mag-isa. Not by means of working while studying. Kahit sa pagiipon man lang para mabayaran mga utang at mabili ang mga luho. And hello, 19 na ko. Tumatanda na ko, hindi bumabata. Kailangan na maging matured ang pagiisip. I will make this school year different from the past 2 school years. I will make the most out of it.

Love knocks you down.

Knock out! Lol. There are so many people I know who've been knocked out by love. Some had their happy ending, some are not. Some have their own prince charming, some have none. But based on my own experience, love taught me so many things. It taught me how to be strong, how to be a fighter, how to pursue your goals as a couple, how to appreciate others of who they are, not who they are not and so much more. The most important thing I learned is not taking love for granted. Love inspires us in our daily living. And without love, there is no happiness. Just remember one thing, do not let love fool you. Be wise and live the best in you.

Haters gonna hate. Wankers gonna wank

Nabobored na ko sa buhay ko. Sa bawat araw na ginawa ni Lord, puro internet, tv, cellphone lang inaatupag ko. Utusan man ako sa gawaing bahay ang tamad ko naman gawin o di kaya di ko mahusayan yung ginagawa ko. Hindi naman sa tamad ako, sadyang bored lang talaga ko. At minsan sa pagka-bored ko eh tinatamad na din ako. Anyway, hindi naman talaga tungkol sa katamaran sasabihin ko e. Alam niyo namang halos buong araw e laptop ko lang kaharap at kausap ko. At nagbabasa lang ako ng kung anu ano. Minsan sa mga nababasa ko e naiirita ko at napapatanong ako sa sarili ko, bakit ba kailangan ng tao magyabang? Para masabi na mayaman sila? na sosyal sila? O para may masabing may maipagmamalaki sila? Aminin ko minsan ganyan ako. Di ko man sinasabi pero pinapakita ko. Kaya nga natanong ko e, bakit kailangan natin magyabang? And so kung may iPhone ka, pake ko. E kung famous ka, and so? Edi famous ka. PERIOD. Nakakainis lang minsan, ok lang naman magyabang pero wag yung sobra sobra na. At kulang na lang e ipamukha mo sa buong mundo na meron ka ng ganung bagay o kung ano man. Oh e ano kung wala kami nun at ikaw meron? Nakakaangat ka na? For your information hindi sa possessions mo nasusukat katauhan mo, sa personalidad mo. Kung paano ka makitungo sa kapwa mo. Sabi nga ng mga matatanda, kahit na gaano ka man kayaman kung masama naman kalooban mo, hindi ka din pagpapalain ng Diyos. Ang nakakainis pa dun, minsan yung iba dinadaan na lang lahat sa pera, kahit sa pagkakaibigan. Nabibili na pala kaibigan ngayon e no. Haynako, buhay nga naman.
It's the society that's getting worse. Worst na nga e sabi nung iba. Linawin ko lang ha, this is not a hate post or whatsoever. Opinion ko lang to. Sorry kung may natamaan.

I survived the end of the world.

Rumors about the end of the world is not true. They are not God. They don't know nothing. We don't know anything about it except God. We don't have the power to predict things except if you are extraordinary and you have the qualities that God has. As what the Bible says: But about that day or hour no one knows, not even the angels in heaven, nor the Son, but only the Father. -Matthew 24:36
It's just about faith. Faith in God. Amen.

Realizations

I've been single for weeks now and I keep on thinking about my future. What if I will never have a boyfriend anymore? What if no one likes me? What if I'll grow up alone? So many questions have been asked in my mind but none of them is answered. Until one day, I read a blog entry of somebody who thinks the same as mine and inspired me a lot. I realized that I am still young. Yes, I'm single but it doesn't mean that I can't enjoy life like others who have their boyfriends with them. I can go out and bring a friend with me. Have crazy, memorable pictures together without any malice. I have my family who gives their unending love and support for me. I have my awesome best friends who I can talk too. I don't need to worry what other people might think about me. I just need to chill and live my life while I'm young and single. I don't have to rush things, things happen in their own different ways. And I know that God has a plan for me, for all of us. All we need is to have fun and be contented on what we have.

Time to beat the heat of the sun.

Yesterday, my family and I had the chance to enjoy summer and have fun under the sun. It is our tradition to go out and hit the pool every summer since my dad's company throws family gathering every summer. Last year, we had it in Island Cove. This year, it was held in Club Manila East.

As soon as we arrived at the resort, the photographer took a photo of us. Ang puputi pa namin nyan. :))

Our cavana. 123 Kalayaan. It was big!! We shared it with other families but only few came. At the end, solo na namin yung place because they went home already as soon as the program finished.

Dad's photo with his crew mate and their boss. Toss!! And our picture with the other families at the ocean wave pool.

I am so great! hahahaha. Thank God, I finally know how to braid my hair like this. I made this by myself. This is my greatest achievement ever! ☺

 As soon as we got there, we changed into our swimming attires then the first thing we tried is the kayak. It was fun!! my brother and I had so much fun kayaking under the sun! :p

Dad's summer shot in the shaded pool. I told him to strike a pose and wear his sunglasses. Handsome daddey! ☺

Our family photo in the shaded pool. Timer lang yan. I had to run fast as I can without getting the slr wet. And fortunately, the photo is great!

I will never ever forget their buko shower. It is a shower but the concept is made from buko. Cool isn't it? Akala namin nung una buko tree talaga siya but it's not, design lang. Mom said "Kung buko juice lang lumalabas jan, kanina ko pa inupuan yan." hahaha ☺

Top view of the resort. The resort is huge. It has 8 to 10 pools. Their wave pools are the best! Huge waves. Their surfing lessons is 1500 php. The kayaking is free, zipline for 150 php. They have their shaded pool, kiddie pool, a pool with the big slide, the buzzy river, the beach wave pool, ocean wave pool, quiet pool and so much more! Sulit talaga entrance fee mo. You can stay there up to 9 pm or if you want, stay there overnight in their hotel for 3000php. The entrance fee is only 350php.

Merienda time!! We took pictures in our cavana. Halo-halo is best eaten during summer. Yum!

 My vacation will not be complete without my jump/tumbling shot. My tumbling shot is fail! hahaha. I look like uh, I don't know. It looks weird. Natatawa na lang ako sa sarili ko. But it was fun doing those stuffs. I enjoyed the place, the weather. I super enjoyed the company of my family. I had so much fun swimming whatsoever. Its surely be remembered. I hope you had a blast also this summer. ♥
Most of all we thank Genetics Maritime Corp. by making this event possible. Thank you so much!!

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Look at me now, look at me now. I'm gettin' papers ♫♪♫♪♫♪
Now I'm packing up my things for tomorrow's activity at Club Manila East. I'll be there the whole day so I might not be able to go online. (awww)

So yeah, my bed is a mess. There's my clothes, my sister's bottle bank with my feet painted w/ pink nail polish. I'm not yet done packing cause I still feel so lazy. Hahaha. I get so excited when it comes to swimming whatsoever and yet I'm so lazy to pack up my things.

And here's a picture of me, stress looking because I don't know the things I will bring tomorrow. And I've been missing somebody so much. ♥

The doll my sister is so afraid of. When she sees this, she screams so badly that the whole city can hear. I call it a "scandalous scream". Hahaha. It's getting late and I need to finish packing up and sleep early. Wish me luck! ☺

It was called yellow.

Today, as soon as I logged in my Facebook account, I saw this video posted in my wall. And it makes me miss her so much more. Good luck on your work! Hopefully, I'll see you soon.

Look at the stars, 

Look how they shine for you, 

And everything you do, 

Yeah they were all yellow, 

I came along 

I wrote a song for you 

And all the things you do 

And it was called yellow 

So then I took my turn 

Oh all the things I've done 

And it was all yellow 

Your skin 

Oh yeah your skin and bones 

Turn into something beautiful 

D'you know you know I love you so 

You know I love you so 

I swam across 

I jumped across for you 

Oh all the things you do 

Cause you were all yellow 

I drew a line 

I drew a line for you 

Oh what a thing to do 

And it was all yellow 

Your skin 

Oh yeah your skin and bones 

Turn into something beautiful 

D'you know for you i bleed myself dry 

For you i bleed myself dry 

Its true look how they shine for you 

look how they shine for you 

look how they shine for you 

look how they shine for you 

look how they shine for you 

look how they shine 

look at the stars look how they shine for you.

(c) 16

Pwede ba kitang mamiss? Kahit ngayon lang please.

Pretty Little Liars Season 1

From the very first time I saw this series, I've been addicted to it. I've finished season 1 and now I'm waiting for their season 2 to be aired on the 14th of June. I prefer to watch it on dvd rather than watching it on tv. I'm not fond of waiting episodes every week because sometimes I miss it. And I tend to find the episode aired on the internet. I'm lazy when it comes to that work.

The Cast

Aria, Spencer, Emily and Hannah. I like Aria because she's pretty and sweet. She's also kid at heart. I love Emily because of her being gay. ☺
Reviews will be written soon.

Research say that: 

• 66% of women say that it's possible to have a happy relationship without having sex
• 85% of women are single and happy
• 51% of women are in a relationship and happy
• 74% of women say they can be truly happy without being in love 
• 89% of women say they're happy most of the time.

Source: Women's Health Magazine

Nothing lasts forever.

This video is made by alyphabett in YouTube. It shows that love is best when its mutual and yet it will not last forever cause it doesn't exist. Only a lifetime.

Summer 2011

Ilang linggo na lang matatapos na ang tinatawag nating mga estudyante na "bakasyon" at muli nanaman tayong sasabak sa mundo na puno ng stress, pressure at iba pa. Hindi ko alam kung paano ko ilalarawan ang bakasyon ko. Masasabi ko itong masaya dahil nakakapagpahinga ako ng maayos nang walang iniisip. Napupuntahan ko yung mga lugar na gusto kong puntahan ng walang time pressure at iba pa. Pero sa kabila ng kasiyahan na naramdaman ko, may lungkot din ako naranasan. Nawalan ako ng "mahal sa buhay" dahil mas pinili kong mamuhay muna mag-isa kasama ang pamilya at mga kaibigan ko. Hindi ko naman pinagsisihan ang naging desisyon ko dahil ngayon, mas naging masaya pa ako. Oo aaminin ko na may nagpapasaya sa akin, pero hindi ibig sabihin na kaya ko pinili na mawala siya sa akin ay dahil doon. Maliban sa buhay pag-ibig ko ngayong bakasyon, nagkaron din ako ng tinatawag na "buhay baboy". Narinig ko lang tong salita na to sa mga kaibigan ko na "buhay baboy" din. Nakakatawa man pakinggan pero pag ipinaliwanag ko ito sainyo, masasabi niyo ring ganun din kayo. Ito kasi yung kain, tulog, intertnet, tv, text etc. na kinagawian ng mga kabataan sa tuwing wala silang magawa pag nasa bahay sila. Couch potato kung tawagin sa ibang bansa. Siguro may iba pang tawag nito sa wikang tagalog pero para sa akin "buhay baboy" talaga ang dinaranas ko. Kasi tumataba ako e. (tawa pa)  Sa pangkalahatan, masaya ang bakasyon ko. Naging productive naman ako kahit papaano. E ikaw, kumusta bakasyon mo?

New bloggie.

As you can see, I have designed a new blog. I deleted my Unpredictable blog site and made Keep Calm and Live a Life. I did some edits, add some widgets so on and so forth. Unlike my previous blog, I found it lame. I hope you'll enjoy my new blog site and join me in my journey as a blogger. Don't forget to drop by a message in my cbox in the top left corner of my site. And if you have questions, don't hesitate to leave a question/s in my ask box located at bottom left corner of my site. Thank you!☺